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gurbwxI dI ieh quk suKmnI swihb iv~c bhuq vwrI pVI jWdI hY[ pr Awm qor qy vyKx iv~c AwieAw hY ik ies nUM pVx qk hI sImq riKAw hY ikauNik jy ies quk qy Aml kIqw huMdw qy smwj iek suKwvW qy pRym BrpUr huMdw[ ies leI ieh ivcwr AwieAw ik ies dy AMqrIv Bwv nUM smJx dw Xqn kIqw jwvy[

ieh qW hr koeI smJdw hY ik syvw krnI iek cMgw gux hY[ iksy nw iksy FMg nwl hr koeI syvw krn dw Xqn vI krdw hY qy iksy hd q~k kuJ nw kuJ syvw krdw vI hY[ieh iek cMgw Bwv hY[ koeI mMdr jW  gurdvwry jw ky joiVAW dI syvw qy lg jWdw hY koeI brqn swP krn dI syvw sMBwl lYNdw hY, koeI PrS swP krn lg jWdw hY[iesy qrHW koeI lMgr bxwaux ivc ruJ jWdw hY qy koeI lMgr vrqwn dI syvw lY lYNdw hY[hr koeI iksy nw iksy FMg dI syvw kr ky KuSI prwpq krdw hY[ ies dy ielwvw keI grIbW nUM dwn dy ky vI syvw krdy hn[ keI AYsy vI hx jo Awpxy mwipAW dI jW Awpxy vfy vfyirAW dI, Awpxy s~s sohry dI syvw krky vI suK mwxdy hn[ ieh sB syvw qW hY Awpxy Awpxy fMg nwl cMgI vI hY,TIk vI hY qy zrUrI vI hY,pr gurbwxI ies qo aupr iek hor inSwnW imQdI hY qy bwxI dw Purmwx hY : syvw krq hoey nihkwmI-pMnw 286[ so vyKxW ieh hY ik ieh jo vI syvw koeI krdw hY kI auh nihkwmI vI hY jW kwmI hY[ jy syvw nihkwmI nhI qW gurbwxI Anuswr ieh syvw ADUrI hY gurbwxI dy imQy imAwr dI syvw nhIN[ ies leI ieh smJxW bhuq zrUrI hY ik nihkwmI syvw kI huMdI hY jW nihkwmI syvw kihVI huMdI hY[

ies sMbMD ivc ie~k klipq gwQw Xwd AwauNdI hY ijs Anuswr nihkwmI syvw smJx ivc iek ieSwrw imldw hY ieh qy iek aupw suJwauNdI hY[

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ieh gl vKrI hY ik koeI rb Asmwn qo auqr ky nhIN AwieAw hovy gw Aqy ieh gwQw iek klipq gwQw hY[ pr ies khwxI rwhI iek q~q igAwn dw pqw zrUr lgdw hY[ ies gwQw dw swr ieh hoieAw ik jdo koeI vI ivAkqI cMgw kMm kry, koeI syvw kry jW iksy dw koeI kMm svwry[ jW iksy dI mdd kry qy jykr aus dy mn iv~c ieh iKAwl Aw jwvy ik mYN iksy dw kuJ swvwirAw hY jw iksy dI syvw kIqI hY qW auh syvw nihkwmI nhIN huMdI[ ieh hY gurbwxI dw apudyS [

suKmnI swihb iv~c quk AwauNdI hY:- jb lgu jwnY muJ qy kCu hoie] qb ies kau suKu nwhI koie] jb ieh jwnY mY ikCu krqw] qb lgu grB join mih iPrqw] –pMnw-278: ies dw Bwv ieh hoieAw ik jy syvw krky mn iv~c ieh ivcwr Aw jwvy ik mY syvw kr irhw hW, jW syvw ies leI kIqI jwvy ik ies dw Pl mYnUM imly gw[ Pl dI qvko Bwvy huxy lYx vwsqy hovy Bwvy Agly jnm iv~c Pl lYx dI ieCw hovy, qW ieh syvw nihkwmI nhIN huMdI[ jdo mn ivc ieh Bwv hovy ik ieh mY kIqw hY jW ieh myry kwrn hoieAw hY, qb ies kau suKu nwhI koie] Bwv ieh ik jdo pqw lgy ik iksy dw Blw myry kwrn hoieAw hY qW ies nwl suK nhI iml skdw ikauik ieh BwvxW AhMkwr dI Bwvxw huMdI hY, qy ieh hI dIrG rog hY[ ies leI ies rog kwrn suK nhI imldw[

 ieQy ieh vI smJ lYxW cwhIdw hY ik jy syvw kr ky mn ivc ieh Bwv hovy ik mYN qW sB dI syvw krdw hW jw krdI hW pr myrw koeI iKAwl nhIN rKdw qW ieh vI inkwrmq soc hY[ ikauNik ho skdw hY ik ijs dI qusIN syvw kIqI hY auh iehswnmMd

hovy mn ivc quhwnUM idvwvW idMdw hovy ijs dw quhwnUM iehsws nw huMdw hovy[ jykr ieh soc ky qusIN AwpxW mn duKweI jwvo ik ijs dI syvw qusIN kIqI hY auh iehswn nhIN mndw qW ieh syvw nihkwmI nhI huMdI[

syvw krnI auh hI sPl hY jy mn iv~c ieh PurnW nw Awvy ik mYN iksy dw kuJ svwirAw hY jW iksy dw koeI kMm kIqw hY jW  mYN koeI syvw kIqI hY[jykr syvw ieh soc ky kIqI jwvy ik lok myrI vwh vwh krn gy, jW lok myrI SoBw krn gy, jW Agly jnm iv~c ies dw koeI Pl imly gw, qW ieh syvw nihkwmI nhIN hovy gI[  gurbwxI ieh iek imAwr imQdI  hY[ Swied iesy nUM kihMdy hn : “nykI kr AOr kueyN my fwl”[ Bwv jy koeI nykI kIqI hY jW syvw kIqI hY qy aus nykI jW syvw nUM krky Bul jwvo[ jy aus nUM Xwd krky ijqlWdy rvo jW ieh socdy rho ik mYN syvw kr irhw hW jw kIqI hY qW auh syvw cMgI qW hY, pr nihkwmI syvw nhIN rihMdI[ mnorQ qW ieh hY ik gurbwxI dy imQy tIcy qy phuMicAw jwvy [ jy kr syvw jW BlweI nihkwmI nhIN qW aus BlweI dw jW syvw dw lwB nhIN huMdw ikauNik ies nwl AMhkwr pYdw ho jwvy gw[ ieh qW homy nUM pTy pwx vwlI gl hovy gI[qy homy iek swdw rog nhIN hY, ieh qW dIrg rog hY[ ies leI ieh iDAwn rKxW zrUrI hY ik ijQy syvw krnI zrUrI hY qy cMgI vI hY auQy ieh vI zrUrI hY ik ieh nihkwmI hovy[ies dw Bwv ieh hoieAw ik syvw kro qy zrUr, pr mn iv~c ieh Bwv nw Awvy ik mYN iksy leI kuJ kr irhw hW jW kIqw hY[ hux socnW ieh hY ik kI koeI AYsI syvw kr skdw hY? Swied ieh bhuq muSkl hY[ pr jy koeI  kr skdw hY qW auh hI mhwn hY[ hW ieQy iek suJwau zrUr nzr AwauNdw hY qy auh ieh ik jy AsI sO pRqISq ies imQy tIcy qy nhIN phuMc skdy qy ieh koiSS zrUr kIqI jwvy ik s~qr, A~sI pRqISq q~k zrUr phuMc jweIey qy tIcw sO pRqISq dw hI rKIey[ AslIAq qW ieh hY ik ieh kdI vI gumwn nw Awvy ik  mYN iksy dw kuJ kr irhw hW, jW kIqw hY, jW svwirAw hY[ieh hY syvw krq hoey nihkwmI [                      

                    

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